Cyber Bullying is becoming the norm in the digital world, now that we interact with each other with videos and electronic messages, Cyber Bullying or Trolling has become the norm. I myself got into a little soup a few months back with my semi-nude videos asking a prominent and very talented actress to do a lead role in my web-series and was fined also asked to apologize to the lady which I duly did. I saw some articles of an actress spewing venom of Anurag Kashyap for hounding her and making inappropriate moves I saw a Punjabi Actress called Mandy Thakkar who once lived with me as a paying guest in my Flat at Samarth Angan Mumbai. Mandy no doubt was then and still is a very attractive girl and I am sure many guys have lustful dreams about her. So guys stay up all night making morphed video’s of her and circulate it around the net.They can’t help it its love however cheap it might be or sound. I know it can be a bit irritating for the ladies, but somewhere deep down they enjoy the attention no matter in what form it comes.

Mandy has also reported her viral videos to the crime branch I am sure she got the guys to say sorry to her. She took me to the cops also once, but then this is a very delicate line. I mean look at it from the guys perspective sometimes they may mistake certain moves of the woman and make their move too early in that case they miss out for being cheap and animalistic, at times they hesitate and make their moves too late again they miss out. In Mandy’s case, she walked up to my room and asked me to zip up her Kurti Button a standard move from a woman if she wants to give the man a come-on the signal. In Anupriya’s case, she was ready to show me her beautiful breasts and said they were plump. Now how are men suppose to react and behave when confronted with this kind of seduction from the ladies, it can be difficult to resist and that thin line from being a gentleman to a cheapskate gets crossed.

In this day and age cyber bullying is just an outlet to vent out frustrations both for guys and for girls . I think if done with some humor and lots of honesty something smart and creative can  come out. I hounded Anupriya Goenka for two years the net result was a song and a book full of prose and poetry which are both now selling online and making money for me. If one is smart and understands the cyberbully they can actually end up being great creative collaborators. Making videos of someone you admire if done with finesse and class might just produce something worthwhile and sale able. My Cyber Bullying off Anupriya Goenka resulted in a lot of content generation that people are now paying for.

I would rather have people vent out on viral videos than smash each other in the gut or get into fistfights If done with humor and a pure song in the heart Cyber Bullying can be melodious. Guys, you don’t have much to lose you will pay a little fine and have to say sorry at the end but if you make some good content that sells it all evens out in the end. Being infatuated with someone you can only aspire to get is normal especially at a young age. Anyways all laws are made for women and so should they be, they deserve all the protection at all times.

Just saw some reports and tweets on the net about a young lady actress accusing the great Anurag Kashyap for being a bit rough with her in his dealings. Well I would like to state that I love Anurag for the genius that he is but he does have a dark side and can be demonic, but that’s the energies that he cultivates at the moment. Creative people have muses and these are women who inspire them to write, make poetry or do some great art or a movie. Anurag must have liked Madam Payal Ghosh in that creative spontaneous way where it is very difficult to control your animalistic as well as creative urges. He can get overtly physical I have seen him hugging and dropping girls and smooching them a bit thirstily  at parties, but these were girl friend he actually beaded also. It’s harmless and a very thin line to tread , but then our man only operates in the thin line zones and often gets himself into trouble not to mention in the lime light as well. I myself am trying to chase the PR guy who planted this story of  Anurag Kashyap and Payal Ghosh misadventure  on rediff.com and some other media sites.

According to me it’s a win win situation for both the creative artist and his muse, with Their pictures appearing in the media  with the PR articles is a win win as they both get publicity. I Think they should stop quarrelling and have a wine and cheese dinner together. I myself have acted in such a manner with another lady Anupriya Goenka a decade back but it was harmless fun, making music, writing poetry sending flowers or just saying miss you does not always mean being rough or high handed after all the lady also has her mystique and attraction which is often difficult for animal  like Anurag Kashyap To resist.

Instead of crying wolf and making the man pay fines it is better to use the money and do more such PR releases together, the next should be that the two have patched up and the lady is part of Anurag’s new pet project that’s   what I would like to see If I can suggest in my own little and modest way.

Last night was amazing I spent the entire night and most of my day writing and posting content on Anupriya My Love Page and something beautiful and abstract began to appear. I first started by posting real pictures of the characters in my book I also slept with Rashmi Verma. The people behind the various quirky, tragic, and funny characters of my web movie. I had a twist and a epiphany, I began to merge the photographs of Anupriya with that of Rashmi Verma my lead protagonist the real-life Rashmi. First I merged the images then I started merging their lives with their social pictures. I crazy but unique pattern began to appear as their lives looked so identical, with their pain, depression, and molestation story and their professional fights and victories, both witty and intelligent girls. Both from small towns living ordinary middle-class lives but behind the veil there was a shame , molestation, and mental illness. The dark with the light, the day with the night.

The ordinary with the extraordinary. As I began merging their photographs with their life stories, patterns and highlights both merged into one as if they were distant twins. Rashmi is a lot older than Anupriya, almost more than 11 years older, but the phycological and social-economic makeup is the same, so are the patterns of their lives and their emotional makeup. Promiscuity is also a major theme but I still have to delve deeper into this area with Anu.

Disturbed childhood is a recurring theme as well as suppression and bouts of Diaspora. But beneath that is grit courage and pure steal resolve along with a Pussy only meant for the King’s and the Royals.

She moves from sanity to insanity, from chaos to form, from mind to no mind, from static to motion. This woman was so similar to my real female protagonist, plump with heavy hips just like Rashmi’s and an open brazen attitude to have fun with the boys. They merge together so beautifully.

I was woken up in the morning by a surprising notification on my Facebook Page, it was a notification for Anupriya My Love Page. The notification simply said“ People agree with your contributions to the page, you are helping 1.7k followers of Anupriya Goenka.” I have been posing my blogs and video blogs regularly on her page, may be this is my way of waking her up and making her see that I mean sense and how much I want her to do my web movie. Finally I get a response, no matter how faint and how timid, even an electronic message from her page for me is a smile of approval.”How do you know she sent the notification, it could be from the moderator of the page this girl Yunus Sheikh, and how do you know it is an official Anupriya Goenka page, some crazy female fan of hers could have created it, just for kicks.” Rohit muttered when I told him about the mysterious notification. Indeed that sent my mind in a tail spin, it could be that Yunus is another one of her crazy fans who just created this page for kicks. Yunus  from Cambridge University, that’s interesting which means Anupriya Goenka has a female admirer also, you are her male Cheap Lover and Yunus is her female lover, she has also made another page Die hard fans of Anupriya Goenka.” Rohit went on to investigate further.

“Well the lady has done a Lesbian Ad which went viral some years back and got her a lot of accolades and attention, I wouldn’t be surprised she could very well enjoy a woman’s attention as well as a man’s if you know what I mean.” I giggled and nudged Rohit.

“We could offer her the role of Jayshree in your web movie, Jayshree was Rashmi Verma’s roommate and best friend, she is the only other female part of the web movie.” I got a bright idea.” Why not offer both the ladies the parts, wouldn’t that be great Anupriya Goenka’s Lesbian lover and her Cheap lover both in one uninterrupted web movie.” The very thought made me laugh that would be sheer madness and that would be perfect casting too.” The Chapter of Jayshree and the Game of Thappi Thappi would be perfect when Anuj tries to have sex with both Jayshree and Rashmi Verma.”

So it is settled I would offer the role of Jayshree to Yunus Sheikh the moderator of Anupriya Goenka Fan Page.

Days pass by and we are in September now still no sign of normalcy, no sign of the shedding of Corona Times. I feel a bit restless in my bones for the past two days I have stopped writing too, no new thing to talk about, no new issue to shed light on, I kept myself busy day dreaming and binging on Tiramisu ordered from the dinner, I have turned vegetarian for a while.

The other fun thing I keep doing in my free time is doing pop art of my photo’s and playing around with filters . My room has become my paradise as I rarely venture out of my room, at time I do some brisk walking in the hotel lobby apart from that its my bed and the comfort of my laptop that’s all I know and that’s all I want any ways.

So many variations of my pop art and pictures I have made some you will see in the current post as well. The hotel is really screwing me on the food bill, no matter how clever I try to be by getting discounts on the room rate they jack up the food bill and screw me their.

I have been missing breakfast lately for the past two days but make up for it by bingeing on desserts and Tiramisu.

I do enjoy a drive twice a week when Ashish turns up, my stay has been peaceful so far although I want work on my web-series  to move fast, it still takes a time as no one is working, no new deals are being signed and no new shooting has started. I spend time idling around my room watching the sea and the rain fall from my window.

I have tried every meal in the book and tasted all the desserts, after all this is my fourth month in the luxury hotel. The staff is nice and the breakfast is filling yet after three months I have tried and seen all I have to see. May be I might move to some other abode once my long stay agreement is over in this place.

Their was a phase when I did video narrations of my book I also slept with Rashmi Verma and uploaded them on youtube.com but I am yet to reach their monetization threshold of 1000 subscribers and 4000 video hours watched in a year, my figure stands at 195 subscribers and 32,000 channel views and 223 public watch hours. The videos that have been most watched are the Torbaaz Shoot video I made in Kirkistan and the Kumbh Travelogue 2019. But my Facebook Page has been monetized I have 31,000 likes and 31k followers the threshold for monetization is 10,000 followers. I can make co branded videos and also launch my own online events and video watch.

Now that I have three audio books live and selling on audible and I tunes my first payment has arrived total seven audio books have been sold on the platform and I have received a royalty of $ 11.35 . This is my first royalty check from audible and I am ecstatic , now both my systems are working I have a royalty process going from amazon.com and KDP Select and now the royalty system has begun from audible too.

Click on given below link to see PDF File 

My First Payment from the sale of my audio books

I have 4 more audio books which will be out on sale by the end of the month , that will get the wheel going and for as book sale goes.

The money from the sale will be used as pocket money from my God Son Shaan Shahzad the son of my dear friend Amir who resides in London.

Travelthon   Tales , Yes Sir I killed my Dad , Madness of the Monk all books are now selling on I Tunes and audible.com

Recently I have been busy working on the casting of my uninterrupted Digital web movie . The one thing that annoys me is that to get actors like Nimhashi Chakorborty and Anupriya I am having to got through a nexus of middle men and secretaries .These guys are insiders in the actors circle , or help get more work for the actor . Now I am having to pay these guys as they act as a needless front if I have to get direct access to a recognised actor .I have to pay them a little commission so that the actor I pitch to get my book and screenplay , they also arrange meetings and maybe at times with their relationships manage to get a deal done .

For me they add no value to the content development chain , to my knowledge they are just glorified pimps and are a needless layer to get access . They are added cost in the content revenue structure .

The e mail first goes through them and then the actor reads it . I find it a pain to pander to them and humour them at times , but I guess they are part of the system and in the system everyone wants to make a buck even if it is through brokerage .In my opinion most actors should have their own professional page and should be approachable directly through mail or otherwise .

This needless layer adds no value , if they assist the actor in his preparation or diction then it is ok but paying someone to just get meetings arranged is a waste of time in my opinion .

As things stand I see a clear way ahead for Rashmi Verma we need four characters to start the first phase of the shoot which is part 4 of the screenplay . The entire thing is a dream sequence where Rashmi dreams about her mama molesting her , she wakes in a fright from that dream and when she wakes up she is the graduate school Rashmi . Hear Anuj helps her cope with her fears and consoles her with water and a Pepe talk , she cries and says ,” I AM NOT GOOD FOR YOU I AM SO UNCLEAN I AM SO UNCLEAN I HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE I HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE I AM SO UNCLEAN .I CANT HAVE SEX WITH YOU .”

We have an interlude here with Ani Bahal also as he enters the room to calm things down . The entire sequence of scenes and its enactment will be 20 min of content from which we will cut promotional videos and teasers . These will go with the PR releases and one interview with Big FM Radio station will be for the director and producer to introduce and launch the uninterrupted movie.

That requires locking Ani Bahal , Anuj , Rashmi Verma and Mama Molester characters out of which Mama Molester and Ani Bahal are locked and we will have Nimhashi Chakorboty to play the role of Anuj.

The shoot will be a five day affair in my room at the Marriott we have the equipment and the camera lenses to execute , by back end blog team can cut the promo’s and upload also .This can be executed in the next one and a half moths or so if no body objects due to COVID  , we have applied for permission with the marriot.